"The hard shipper is back"

LOL.
Yuu is come back!!
lol. so this all is their fault =>

at first i only love their fanfic because oh my freaking God. all of Kray's author have a good taste and great writing skill.
till the day something so called kris's son ace. alpaca dolls popping out from nowhere.
cause me to remember yunho's daughter bambi. and hell. make me ending up browsing all yunjae's thing, and so on with my others OTP.

This all is yours fault Kris. Yours. =-=
and frickinn hella all of yunjae fic's author are all have tumblr account now. XDDDD
yeay!

and well im lil bit regretting why i dont meet Jae when he came to Indonesia last week. Sad.
Uh. and well i meet my soulmate, HyeonA lol. Duh.
All my shipper feels were like. "YEAY FINALLY SHE IS COMING UP" this girl find us again.
i've been on denying state for some... months? oh well it over a year maybe. aaaaaargh.
i want my old kpop back.
the day my 5 boySS still together in DSP, the day YunHo and JaeJoong share the same stage. the day jay still together with 2pm, the day Ki Bum and Sandeo still U-Kiss member. geez. i miss the old kpop.
i miss my excitement. i miss my insanity for them. pipol now on are too mature. i mean. well me too
we all always like "They are not even think of us a bit"
T__________T in the past i always go by. "Possible. they are loving us, thinking our feels,"etc
but now. well its the reality. but MAGOSH. i actually have a real life. and kpop was? or were something that could distract me with this hella activity. but suddenly, kpop became something that we should see as a real thing. sigh. sad. sobs.
bring me back my old kpop, or at least bring me my old self. ;-;