The things i always believed.

Where we can start this?
Ehm, well actually, yeah im not doing better now.

I didnt do good thing recently. Wasting my time front of my laptop by watching some gay movies. Though i catch some good lines, good movies, good story. But i didnt do good thing for my life. Yeah but the movies somehow tell me how to survived, and that Brian Kinney. He taught how to fucking LOVE urself.
Nothing nobble bout being poor, thats what he said. And me, im really going to work things out! im going to be a wonderful person, that a lot of people will envying my life.
Okay stop the imagination~ cant ever stop this one. hardwork, is what i will do from now on, i will just following brian step. Dont do boyfriend.
And Justin said, u need to willingly sacrifice everything u have for something that u believed in. whether it will turn u to be a homeless poor guy or even killing you~ haha u dont know how the scariest thing will  happen right.
yep i knew it, i always knew it. That the end of the world is coming soon. And im not doing something to fucking save my soul, to beg God. so i would peacefully live in Gods heaven. I just cant, i mean i believe in God, everything bout my religion i believe in it.
I just have some though that lesbians, gays, transgender, bi, straight have the same rights in this world. Sometimes they even do better than us, i mean straight people. And just like justin word, i need to sacrifice everything. For the things i believed in. LGBT always have the same rights as we got. I just want to people know it, im not forcing people to care bout them to. Just respect them. They all do to have a heart too, like straight people.
lgbt wherever u are all, dont be afraid, dont hide from this world. pflag always here.
i love them.

idont know what the shit im talking about, it just bout my feeling. how i love them. how i proud of every mom who can proud of their gay son, lesbian daughter or everything that they are trying to understand, that arent choice, it fated.

Theres a movies with the title prayer for bobby. the story is about, bobby was a lovely boy that every one loves him. But when he admit to himself and to his family that he is gay his mother turn her back to him. telling bobby thats a sin. bobby ending up killed himself. and his mother left with deep regret. She tries, she asked every single people she could to. She listen to every lgbt's parent reaction when the first they know it. And it made her realize that her bobby.. uh well just watch the movie. Thats really good one.

Yeah well i think here is the end of my journey in this post lol mind if im leaving, for a while as usual :)) thanks for spare ur time read my blog. It is always nice to know people read my blog. :D